Always Busy

I am crocheting a blanket for my macerdoodle. (like the new blogonym? One of my students made it up) It’s a color wheel blanket. Actually, right now, it’s granny squares in all the shades of the rainbow, but when I connect them, the squares will be in order to show the color relationships.

Yesterday she learned how to take the lid off my crochet box and she discovered the granny squares. When she discovered them, they were in neat stacks of all red, all orange, all yellow, all green, all blue, all purple. When I discovered her, they looked like this, and being the kind of mama I am, I got the camera and took pictures, and video.

Take that action, lather, rinse and repeat for almost 30 minutes. I don’t know what wisdom she was seeking from the hymnal, but hey, it’s her blanket. She can play with it if she wants to. :-)

(P.S. I don’t know why the video is so blurry.  It wasn’t before I uploaded it to Google.  But you get the point.)

This is Just Weird

Is she spinning clockwise, or counter clockwise?  The answer is she’s doing BOTH!  How Schroedinger’s Cat is that?  The article about it is here.  Leave a comment to let me know how many minutes you wasted trying to get yourself to see her turn a different direction.

The answer for me is: WAY too long.

Miracles Don’t Look Like You Think They Will

If you’ve been hanging out here for a while, you’ll remember that we bought and renovated a house when I was 7 - 9 months pregnant.  We love our home.  We’ve been able to host families for meals, and overnight stays.  We have enough storage for our stuff.  We have a kitchen big enough for both of us.  We have a huge yard.  It’s been great.

One day in February, Jonathan went to put some tools in storage in our crawl space.  He came up stairs with a stunned look on his face.  “We have a lake under our house,” he announced.

We were shocked.  The crawl space had been completely dry the entire time we were working on the house.  It had been dry just months before when we were considering if it had the room to house a chest freezer.  Now it was not just damp, it could have hosted cat fish.

And the back yard was a swamp land.

In the front yard, we dug a hole to plant an Azalea bush, and one shovel depth took us to water.

A week after rain, Jonathan tried to mow the grass, and go the mower stuck in the mud.  He tried to pull it out with the truck, and got the truck stuck.  The back 1/3 of our property was a quivering mass of mud with a layer of grass on it.

What was going on?

“This is what happens when you buy in a drought.”  Jonathan said.

We called the city to come out and take a look, and they determined that we had a rain water management problem.  We needed fill dirt, and re-grading, and French drains and swales and berms.  They were helpful, but not hopeful.  “The water table is really high right here.”  the engineer announced, in a surprised tone.  “you’ve got crawdad holes in your grass.”  All in all, it was 1000’s of dollars of work they estimated that we would need.  We didn’t have it.  So we began to pray.

Now, I have a different tactic than Jonathan does.  I tend to pray really big.  Jonathan was praying, “Lord, provide money and inexpensive supplies.”  I was praying “Lord, please let three or four dump trucks full of top soil and sand break down in our neighborhood and need somewhere to dump their loads.”  Hey, if He could do it for George Muller . . .

Last week I came home from school to find major construction on our street.  There are only 5 houses on our little dead end road, but the city had broken out the big signs and everything.  Standing in my yard was a HUGE six foot yellow diamond reading “Caution: Men at Work.”  Behind it were 2 guys sitting on a pile of rubble.

I parked, grabbed my mac and sauntered over to them.

“Hey guys.  Watcha working on?” I asked.

They blinked for a few seconds and then responded, “A water main was broken under your street.”

“Oh really?  How long was it broken?” I asked.

“Several months.”  They answered.

“Hmm.  Could that maybe be the cause of the swamp in my back yard?” I asked.  They were quick to disavow any responsibility for any issues that may have taken place anywhere other than city property.

But guess what?  The water main is now fixed, and on Saturday, Jonathan mowed our back grass.  Our crawl space is now dry(ing).  We had rain this weekend, and our yard is dryer than it was last week with no rain.

So we didn’t get our dump trucks, but we SURE got our miracle!  Praise the Lord for his mercies!

Some Conclusions I’ve Reached

I’ve been re-thinking this thing called blogging recently.

I began my blog with one purpose - to have one central location to communicate the details of my pregnancy with my friends and families scattered across various countries and timezones. Of course, my family still wanted to actually hear from me personally (the impudence of them! :-) ) so the purpose of the blog shifted, and then I miscarried, but the blog continued.

Somewhere along the line I guess I saw this blog as maybe a chance to be “discovered” as a writer. I supposed that if the “right” people began to read my blog, maybe I would be invited to speak at a ladies retreat, or write an article for a magazine. In this hope, I began to do things to boost my readership - WFMW, the Bloggy Giveaway Carnivals, Wordless Wednesday - and then, in my Elbows and Bananas moment, I realized that I was just about to sell out a fairly significant theological belief for the chance to gain readers and potentially climb a little higher on the blog strata. I had always known that everyone had a point at which they would sell out. I was sobered at how low mine was.

I’ve been forced to take a serious look at myself and in doing so I realize that somewhere along the way, I became willing to sacrifice myself and my grasp on truth on the altar of possible publication. So I thought for a while that I was going to stop blogging all together. In fact, I’ve been writing this post for a week, and most of that time was sitting at the computer, staring at the words, wondering what the point was.

Today I got a facebook message from someone I haven’t seen in more than 10 years. He said:

hi found your blog a week ago i found it interesting especially your bit on the mormans in texas who had their kids taken i tend to agree with you
waiting to hear your rethinking on blogging

A month ago I received a comment from my godmother, whom I have not seen since my wedding 13 years ago, and before that I heard from a high school acquaintance who is now living in the U.K. My mother, aunt, and sister are regular readers.

Today I realized that the approval of those mythical readers I was pursuing was overshadowing the very real audience I already have - real live people that I know, who like this glimpse into my world. That high school acquaintance wrote in an e-mail:

I like hearing what you have to say and I envy the act of blogging like you do, it must be quite therapeutic and a nice way to keep in touch. So much of keeping in touch with distant relatives and friends is updates on the four categories of life - work, relationships/family, friends and health. I like that you take the time to talk about other parts of life, and about charting your path through motherhood.

So that’s what I’m going to go back to doing. Freedom Friday, Works For Me Wednesday, and all those other things I did just to generate viewers, will have to find somewhere else to live. Maybe they will find their own place, but here we’re going to kick off our shoes and get comfortable and chat. To steal the tag line from Olive Garden, when you’re here, you’re family.

If I happen to be “discovered” some day, y’all will be among the first to know, but until then, my mac is growing up before my eyes, my husband is amazing, and God is truly good. This is a more abundant life, and the burden here is light.

The Envelope Please

Well, after some banging, stirring and the occasional drool, my mac did take 2 numbers out of my bowl this morning.  Those numbers were :

5 - Smellyann - who has one of the coolest blogonyms I’ve run across, and runs a family blog that had me giggling.  She also used the word “meese” in her comment.  I’m pleased to have added her to my blog-quaintances.

24 - craftytammie - now I was pretty sure before I clicked over to her blog that it was going to be about making crafts, and I was right, but I can’t shake the image in my mind of tammie rubbing her hands together and laughing evilly as she hatches some devious scheme (crafty?  get it?) ANYWAY, she knits and sews, and generally made me feel domestically challenged.  Check her out.

And if you didn’t win, feel free to drop by the etsy store and check out what we have.  Then feel free to come back here and tell me how we can improve upon it.  Thanks

Breaking the Silence

I know I haven’t been blogging lately, and it’s been a deliberate decision.  I’m rethinking blogging and its purpose  -  but more on that later.

Right now I’d like to direct your attention to the very top of the side bar on the right hand side of the screen.  There is a button that reads “Visit our etsy store.”  This would be there because Jonathan and I have opened an etsy store.  And we would like you to visit it.  If you don’t mind.

Seriously, I would like feedback about (a) pricing (feel free to say, “are you outside of your mind?”) and (b) product.  Right now we are a niche boutique offering one style of note cards, because we’re new at this, and also, every time I try to make the 2nd style of note card that looks so great in my head, it comes out looking like a 2nd grade art project.  But I am thinking about doing calendars featuring Jonathan’s paintings - closer to the new year, of course - so what do you think about that?  Do you have any other suggestions of things we can do with Jonathan’s art?

So let me know.  And stay tuned for the conclusions I’m reaching on blogging.

Wordless Wednesday: Good Times

Giveaway Time Again

*** This giveaway is now closed ***

It’s time for the quarterly giveaway carnival, and this time the prize is truly a family effort.

Two people will win a set of 8 note cards featuring original artwork by my husband. The original artwork is acrylic on canvas, but the note cards with be color prints of digital photographs of the canvases.

4 of the cards will be printed on heavy grain watercolor paper, 4 will have the image printed on photo paper and mounted on card stock.

How to enter:

Visit my husband’s art site: My Heap of Canvas.com. View his spiritual gallery and his nature gallery. Click on the images to see them full size and read a little about each of them, then come back here and leave a comment telling me which image(s) you would choose to have on a set of note cards. We are considering opening an etsy shop, so all feedback is greatly appreciated.

You don’t have to be a blogger to win. The drawing is open to everyone, everywhere, because paper is cheap to mail. :-)

In order to make this a true family giveaway, the 2 winning comment numbers will be pulled from a hat (and probably drooled on) by our daughter “mac.” Comments will be open until 7 PM on Friday, April 25th and the winners will be announced here sometime on Saturday.

Also: the 4 of you who wrote Happy Birthday songs for Jonathan on April 17th, will also be receiving a set of 2 cards, one on watercolor paper and one on card stock.

For more giveaways, visit the Bloggy Giveaways website. But be prepared to stay a while; there’s a lot of great giveaways up already.

Song For The Lord’s Day

You’re Everything

Written by David Crowder

You’re everything
I could want
That I could need
If I could see
You want me
Could I believe?

‘Cause You’re perfectly
All I want, and all I need
If I could just feel Your touch
Could I be free?

Why do You shine so?
Can a blind man see?
Why do You call?
Why do You beckon me?
Can the deaf hear the voice of love?
Would You have me come?
Can the cripple run?
Are You the one?

To raise me up
From this grave
Touch my tongue
And then I’ll sing
Heal my limbs
Then joyfully I’ll run to You [2x]

You’re everything
I could want and I could need
I can just, feel your touch
and I can’t breathe

And how you shine so
the blind can see
and how you call out
you beckon me
the deaf hear the voice of love
you bid me come
and the cripple run
You’re the one

So raise me up
from this grave
you touch my tongue
and then I’ll say:
Heal my limbs
and joyfully I’ll run to you

You’re everything

And I’m alive and I’ll sing
And I’m alive and I’m free

Recorded by The David Crowder Band on the album “Can You Hear Us?”
click here to listen

Today

Today, I didn’t sit at my computer and blog.
Instead, I took a walk in the sunshine with my family.
I think I chose wisely.

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