At 1:30 today we have the 8 week heartbeat ultrasound. 1/3 of me is worried that there won’t be a heartbeat, and we’ll be in that same “waiting for the end” cycle we were in two years ago. 1/3 of me is worried that there will be more than one heartbeat. The remaining 1/3 of me is reminding the other 2/3 that worrying is a sin, and the Lord is already there and has planned everything and prepared us for whatever comes.
In a conversation last night with my friend Jawan, I told her that I thought the morning sickness was beginning to calm down. Then I hung up the phone, and went to the bathroom and threw up supper, and everything I’d consumed since. So with that “coming up” I have reason to hope that the ultrasound will come up fine.
But I’d appreciate your prayers, for the upcoming ultrasound, and the “upchucking”.
Renee said,
November 6, 2008 at 8:38 am
Prayers lifted up for you.
Carole said,
November 6, 2008 at 9:01 am
We will pray my darling
AJU5's Mom said,
November 6, 2008 at 9:03 am
Praying for a good Dr.’s appointment today!
a suburban housewife said,
November 6, 2008 at 12:42 pm
Oh, Coralie. Of course you’re scared; you’re human. And asking for prayer is the RIGHT thing! Love you bunches- and your baby(ies) hehehe!!!