In my dream about which I posted yesterday, I did not mean to imply that I would rather go through menopause than have my snickerdoodle!  In my dream, I already had my three doodles.  I meant to illustrate the shift in my thinking from fear of menopause, to preferring menopause over a fifth pregnancy, and fourth live birth.

I fear I may be digging the hole deeper.  This is all caused by NaBloPoMo and posting with tired pregnancy brain.